1 Charles de Valois (1573–1650).
The Red and the Black
"He'll be a Danton!" she added, after a long, vague reverie. "Well! So the Revolution starts up again. What roles will Croisenois and my brother be playing? It's been written out in advance: sublime resignation. They'll be heroic sheep, they'll let themselves be swallowed up without a word. Their only fear, as they die, will still be to do everything in good taste. My little Julien would blow out the brains of the Jacobin who comes to arrest him, no matter how small his hope of getting away. He's not afraid of being in bad taste, not him." This last observation made her thoughtful; it roused painful memories and wiped away all her boldness. It brought back the jests of Messieurs de Caylus, de Croisenois, de Luz, and her brother. These gentlemen had unanimously reproved Julien for his priestly airs: humble and hypocritical. "But," she suddenly responded, her eyes bright with happiness, "the bitterness and frequency of these jests proves that, despite themselves, he's the most distinguished man we've seen all winter. What do his faults matter, his absurdities? He has grandeur, and they're shocked by it, these young men so good and so forgiving in other respects. He's poor, yes, and he's studied to be a priest; they're squadron chiefs, and they don't need to study anything. It's all very easy, for them. "For all the drawbacks of his eternal black suit, and his priestlike expression—which he truly needs, the poor boy, to keep from dying of hunger—what makes them afraid is how fine he is. It couldn't be more obvious. And that priestly look, he doesn't have it anymore, once we've been alone together for even a moment. And when these gentlemen say something that seems to them subtle and unexpected, don't they immediately look toward Julien? I've often seen it. And still they know very well that he never speaks to them unless they ask him a question. He only speaks to me, he thinks I have a noble soul. When they object to something, he says only enough to be polite. Then he quickly turns respectful. But he talks to me for hours, and he doesn't insist when I have even a slight objection. And all winter long, there haven't been any duels: it's only by his words that he's been drawing attention to himself. And my father, a superior man who's doing wonderful things for the family fortune, he respects Julien. Everybody else hates him, but no one despises him, except my mother's pious friends." Count de Caylus had, or pretended to have, a great passion for horses; he spent his life in his stables, and often had his lunch there. This great passion, together with his habit of never laughing, made him highly regarded among his friends: he was the eagle of their little circle. The next day, when they met behind Madame de La Mole's easy chair, Julien not being present, Monsieur de Caylus, supported by de Croisenois and by Norbert, strongly criticized Mademoiselle de La Mole's high opinion of Julien, without any preliminaries, and virtually at the moment he saw her. She knew at once what he was up to, and found it delightful. "There they are, all banded together," she said to herself, "against a man of genius who doesn't have an income of thirty francs, and who can only answer them when they ask him a question. They're afraid of what's under that black suit. How would it be if he wore epaulettes?" Her wit had never shone so brightly. As her attack got under way, she showered de Caylus and his allies with sarcastic jests. When their witty counterfire had been thoroughly snuffed out: "If, tomorrow, some gentlemanly country bumpkin, in the Franche-Comté mountains, were to make it known that Julien is his natural child, and give him his name and some thousands of francs, in six weeks he'd have mustaches exactly like yours, gentlemen; in six months he'd be a cavalry officer, exactly like you, gentlemen. And then the grandeur of his character would no longer be subject to your ridicule. I can imagine you forced to retreat, Monsieur Duke-to-be, to this old and empty argument: the superiority of court nobility to
Chapter Twelve: Will he be another Danton?
provincial nobility. But where would you stand if I were wicked enough to push you still further, if I were spiteful enough to make Julien's newly discovered father a Spanish duke,2 a prisoner of war in Besançon, dating from Napoleon's time, and who, motivated by his conscience, recognized his son on his deathbed?" These suggestions of illegitimate birth seemed to Messieurs de Caylus and de Croisenois in very poor taste. That was all they saw in Mathilde's argument. However dominated by his sister Norbert might be, her remarks had been so plain that he assumed a very sober tone, though it went quite poorly, it must be admitted, with his laughing, pleasant face. He risked a few words to her. "Are you ill, my dear?" Mathilde answered him, appearing pertly serious. "You must really feel poorly, to answer jests with moralities. "Moralities, from you! Are you looking for a post as a district governor?" Mathilde soon forgot Count de Caylus's irritation, Norbert's sulky mood, and the silent despair of Monsieur de Croisenois. She'd made up her mind about a fateful idea just now gripping her soul. "Julien is basically honest with me," she said to herself. "At his age, obliged to be an underling, miserably driven as he is by astonishing ambition, he needs a lover. Perhaps I can be the one. But I see no sign of love in him. Reckless and bold as he is, he would surely have told me, had he been in love." This uncertainty, and the debate within herself, which from then on constantly occupied her mind, and which acquired new arguments every time Julien spoke to her, completely dispelled the periods of boredom to which she had been so vulnerable. As the daughter of a man of sense and sensibility, who might become a government minister and give its wooded lands back to the Church, Mademoiselle de La Mole had been the subject of extraordinary flattery, at the Sacred Heart of Jesus convent. This was a misfortune never redressed: she'd been persuaded that, because of all her advantages of birth, of fortune, etc., she ought to be happier than other people. This is the source of princes' boredom, and of all their foolishness. Mathilde had never escaped the deadly effect of such ideas. No matter how intelligent a child may be, it cannot be capable, at age ten, of overcoming the flattery of an entire convent, especially when so apparently well founded. The moment she'd decided she loved Julien, she was no longer bored. She felt self- congratulatory, every day, at having decided to throw herself into a great love affair. "This kind of amusement contains a good many risks," she thought. "So much the better! A thousand times better! "Without a grand passion, I'd be languishing from boredom, right at the most beautiful time in my life, these years from sixteen to twenty. I've already lost the most beautiful of those years, compelled to take my only pleasure from listening to my mothers' friends and their idiotic chatter. They weren't anything like so rigid and moralistic as they are today, from what I've heard, back in 1792, at Coblenz."3 While Mathilde was struggling with these intense doubts, Julien was bewildered by the long, lingering glances she lavished on him. He was experiencing vastly increased coldness from Count Norbert, and new onslaughts of arrogance from Messieurs de Caylus, de Luz, and de Croisenois. He was used to that. Sometimes it happened on days when, the evening before, he'd been more brilliant than suited his position. Without the unusual reception Mathilde